As I sit here watching Animal Planet on the television, it is now that I have come to realize that I may very well be going through some sort of mid-life crisis at the early age of 44. The show that I was watching was dealing with how "Bubbles" who was Michael Jackson's chimp from years ago.
While watching this show I burst into tears and finding myself very emotional by allowing myself to imagine the separation issues that were being experienced by both the chimp now as well as those of Latoya, Michael's sister. Could this possibly link to a significant loss in my life that I have not come to full term with or is it something that softening my heart and inner human being that has noted the time for a change in who I was to who I need to become?
These are very realistic questions to have to entertain and I feel that many of those who are close to my age have experienced at one point or another! The question is do these changes deal with items that should be changed immediately or if they should even be changed at all! This is an interesting issue to have to address!
It just amazes me how when you allow yourself to become emotionally attached and involved how you find yourself being able to almost feel the emotions of the people or situations that you are involved in!
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